is it the “new” or “knew” version…

As most of the Western world hustles toward a “new” version of themselves: eating right, mind right, attitude right, finances right etc…

Are you working toward obtaining any of the above?

I sit in reflection of the knew version of myself. The woman I have been and the habits I knew as my truth. It doesn’t suit me to completely discard the past version of myself. I love that woman, I still need her too. The “knew” version as I lovingly call her is a reminder of the truth and progression of this earthly realm.

How did all the steps lead me here, to the present moment, rightfully named. It is a gift.

A place to be and hopefully stay. Yet we all know timeline jumping can be way more intriguing. ☺︎

Is it helpful to sit and dream? of course for a period of time, we need the carrot to keep us moving forward. Dreaming is how dreams come true after all. I seek to know how much of our dreams are our own desires and what portion is divinely written and planted in us to obtain for the good of humanity. You know for the betterment of the people.

We all daydream of the bright future: when all the stars align, perfection is obtained, our dream self will come to fruition and yearning ceases to exist. It’s a clear image that has no clear route. There’s no guide book to get there but some way we’ll make it, amiright?

Unless you’re the other kind of timeline jumper, where you travel to (fictionally) rewrite your past, you unsay, un-cringe yourself because now you have the clear as day hindsight! With that clarity you (WE) travel up the new road that can never be…

It’s honest human behavior, no matter how heart aching it can be.

Unless, hear me out, with intentionality we travel the route and the moment we are dilly dallying off course we swerve back!

This is where I am, mostly.

I reflect to reset my mindset ™️.

The present is the truth and the intentional timeline jumping taken allows me to enjoy every unforeseen moment of it. It ain’t easy or self righteous, it’s (also) human behavior.

This blog will be a combination of how and what I’ve come to know from that space. ♥

Until we meet again, I offer to you my journal prompt for the week:

How will I overcome obstacles that try to hinder my progression this week?

I’ll let you in on my answer in the next blog post.

Talk soon,

Aina

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